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Dreams...the most important part of life. Without dreams, we are indistinguishable from any other life form on earth. Dreams make us what we are. We create ourselves from the inside out when we dream. We can be who ever we want to be, go where ever we want to go, do whatever we want to do. We make our own little worlds; create our own little life, within a life. Suddenly a person who is tone deaf can play a concerto. A person who is shy can be the life of the party. A person who cowers from everything is brave beyond reason. Even the bad dreams, those nightmares that we fear and dread, enhance us in ways we may never understand. We face what we fear most, a faceless, intangible enemy, and while we often defeat this enemy, occasionally we are defeated by it. This enemy comes from within, created in our minds, and when we are defeated by it, we defeat ourselves. We must strive for a way to fight it, to fight ourselves, to win. These small demon selves are present in us all, and we all fight in our own unique way
It was now a month since the adoption became final, and Francis was, officially, From the moment all the papers were signed, and the procedure was done, Francis was a changed boy. He suddenly exhibited an odd confidence, never present before. He prowled the hallways of the school with his chin held high, proud that Francis was now placed with other students in a normal classroom setting. He no longer needed the private tutoring sessions to catch up with his peers. He had caught up with them in record time, and in some cases, surpassed many of them. He could spell with ease, he excelled in math and science, his favorite subject, and had proved to be quite a prodigy on the piano, and would sit for hours playing for the small groups of students who would gather to listen. He also loved computers, and would often try in vain to show his father how to surf the net or enter a chat room, a useless endeavor, for Francis had a small gang of close friends as well. They found him funny and smart, so he was already, much to
In reality, nothing had changed since the day he found the boy being brutalized by bullies. He was still responsible for the boy, was expected to take care of him, but now, there was a permanence. Francis would forever be his son, and he intended to be the type of father the boy needed, expected and deserved, even if it killed him. Suddenly it became evident that classes had let out, for the silence had now been broken by squealing, giggling, shouting students, running down the hallway and slamming doors.
"Hey, watcha doin?" Francis dropped his books onto the table and flopped into a chair, his ever present blinding smile a bit wider than usual. "Did you read my project? I didn't think it was any good, but Miss O said it was brilliant. I thought it just sounded a little weird, but she liked it. She said it was one of the best papers she had ever read."
"Really? I really don't like all that artsy-fartsy cerebral crap. But Miss O said she wanted a well thought out essay on the Meaning of Life, and what makes us...um...us."
Francis' smile had faded a bit, as he too was slightly confused by the obscure reference. He blinked twice, and then spoke. "Yeah...um...when Granny read it, she cried. Sometimes she is just so goofy. Dr. Jean was wondering what happened, and then she read it, and then they both stood there crying. I was hoping you wouldn't cry, too."
There was a round of chuckles from the boys gathered at the table. Francis had a brief flash of panic on his face. "Oh, I knew you wouldn't. I'm just saying..." He let his voice trail off, and decided it was best to change the subject. "Hey! Are we going to the gym or what? I don't have any more classes the rest of the day. I want to get an early start."
Francis turned, blushed a deep red, and snatched the folder from his father. "Shut up." He quickly rose from the table, and left without another word. His friends giggled and chuckled.
Jason looked up at
The sound of the boys laughter followed him out the door.
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